Monday, June 29, 2009

Walk round d.c. in april - e.v. gathering


A walk Round DC this morning. Alive to smells n sounds n looks.
Dandelion growing brilliantly hidden between two gates.
Extolling itself with rock on it's left shoulder n cold cement curb on it's right.

Man U futball jersey on my shoulders amidst Latino brothers whom I not know.
All scanning 4 a Creator who could perhaps make sense of it. All of it.
But I wear my colors of Man U, and doubting these r the colors of Latino brothers and recognizing the alienation.
No. This is not how I want it to be.


Well planted pansies flood eyesight.
Draws me away from my tension.
European milk choocolate sweet - pansies.
As one flower they smell to the nose as nothing.
Together en-mass overwhelming.

summer fun!



Wednesday, June 17, 2009

creed - by a friend of mine

We believe in a God who loves.
We believe his loving is inclusive.
He does not keep his love from those who ‘don’t make the grade.
’ Nor will he take his love from those who screw up.
We believe in a God who invites.
We believe this invitation is inclusive.
He invites those who ‘don’t make the grade.
’ He invites those who aren’t ready to hear the invitation yet.
We believe in a God who creates.
We believe this creation is ongoing.
He has created everything in the present age,
And will create everything in the age to come,
Even as he is creating it now among us.
We believe in a God who restores.
We believe this restoration has happened,
Even as we wait for the restoration to be completed.
We believe that God is King.
We believe he does not need our help to do his work.
We believe that he wants to help us be a part of his work.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Black Eyed Peas preachin it


12 hopes for the summer

in no particular order:

1 - eat healthier food
2 - spend time with friends
3 - hang out with my kids bunches
4 - find time to be on the boat waterskiing, barefooting, and teaching my kids to ski
5 - get the vollleyball girls ready for freshman volleyball
6 - enjoy an amazing trip to Colorado - introducing my kids to the Colorado Rockies
7 - immerse myself with Kenya Matters
8 - enjoy each day of the summer because they seem to go by so fast
9 - write more
10 - read more
11 - exercise five days a week
12 - watch Lance Armstrong win Tour de France for another time!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

to belong?

After ten years of being outside the denominational church in West Michigan, life looks a bit different.
Added with that mix, I've found myself in the 'emerging church' conversation for the past ten years as well.

AND... life is so much more honest, so much more kingdom focused, so much less about me, and so much more about others than I had ever dreamed. BUT?

I'm also wondering if my little conservative Hudsonville is ready to re-think what it means to be the church here? I'm just a bit skeptical, and I'm not sure if it is a fair question. Am I leaving my hometown behind, or am I called to help it more faithfully live into the kingdom?

help.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

baby has a name...

For anyone reading... my sister, Marcelyn, had their little one in-waiting slide away from her and her family's life.  The previous post was not about Kathy and me, but it still stung [and stings].  Thanks to those of you who have prayed and asked.  

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[from Marcelyn]


Byl Baby now has a name. Brennan Di Byl.

 

Brennan means sorrow and Di is short for the flower Bleeding Heart.

As we discussed names this morning, Adryn found the name quite fitting as he said ‘“Cry Baby” because we have been crying a lot lately about the baby’. So Brennan fits for all of us.

I was walking around the house Tuesday when I was at home with the kids and saw my bleeding heart.  It was like my seeing my heart on the outside flourishing with flowers. It was an awestruck gorgeous sight.

 

 

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

to be named

one child never to be known
one child hoping to be known
where did you go little one
where is that cuddling little child we so desired
where is that suckling of your mother's breasts
we will not know your joy
we celebrate you

we love you
we will remember you
yet we know not your name
mommy - give me a name.

where God?

pain
anguish
gut wrenching sobbing
a little life has ended much too soon
three children and father and mother cry out
where is the justice of an anticipated child dying 
where is this god who calls himself God in this mess
a request for prayer goes out not knowing if it will be honored
overwhelming responses from around the continent
request for prayer turns into corporate tears
a kingdom not yet fully realized
a God of response responds
come quickly Lord Jesus
overwhelming
still pain

Thursday, May 07, 2009

we deny the resurrection

The resurrection of Jesus Christ is central the the Christian tradition.  By 'Christian,' I mean those who have chosen to follow Jesus Christ much as the twelve disciples of the biblical text chose to follow him.

A recent comment from a previous post suggested that some people within the emergent conversation deny the physical resurrection of Jesus Christ.  Perhaps some voices do so while also holding to a more mystical understanding of the resurrection.  These people get grief - lots of it.  Being labeled a heretic isn't something that many people desire for their lives.

For those who make this a HUGE issue, several things are forgotten by them.  First, there have been plenty of church fathers who qustioned so many doctrines which are now central to evangelical American Christianity.  We now call these people 'church fathers' once they have been dead for centuries.

Secondly, as one friend of mine reminds us:  We deny the resurrection every time we see someone without food or clothing or shelter and choose to do nothing.

I've been told that this is not denying the resurrection.  Let's be honest thought:  It means we are at the very least apathetic to the gospel.  We LOVE to point to biblical texts that talk about it being imperative that we believe in a physical resurrection of the Christ.  We LOVE to forget Jesus words, "Whatever you do to the least of these, you do to me."  

The former belief has become imperative for American Christianity, and the later has become optional.  So, why?  I dare guess we're as committed to our American lifestyle; so one command is optional and the other is easy in a country that allows open dialogue of faith...

In reality, most pastors in America would end up out of jobs if they started preaching that we needed to care as much for our neighbors as our own needs... all of our neighbors which amounts to several billion people worldwide.

Yea, mental ascent to the physical resurrection is much easier than concerning ourselves with each person created in the image of God.   


Wednesday, May 06, 2009

by faith... and works follow.

I've heard it said that those in the emerging church hold to a 'works based salvation.'
Nope. Not true. At least not anyone whom I've met over the past ten years.

We do believe that good works of all sorts, big and small, will flow out of lives committed to being disciples of Jesus Christ.

I dare say that many of the critics are scared to death that following Jesus means much more than mental commitment to a risen Lord. It means that we put our political lives, our economic lives, and our social lives on the line each and every day.

I'll also suggest that most American evangelicals and their theolgoical defenders want to keep our faith based only on a mental commitment. It makes 'faith' easier and it makes defending 'luke warm' much easier.

Sunday, May 03, 2009

back from D.C. - part 2

Without much of a computer and not enough time to reflect, I still need to capture thoughts from D.C. last weekend. With that said, a good friend of mine wrote a great piece. His thoughts can be read here: http://comingtolife.blogspot.com/